shower

Sitting in the
shower

Feeling my hair
drenched to my head
and the water flowing
all over me.

The tears run
alongside
the water
Happily camoflauged.

I feel the
pain
flith
guilt
Everything
be washed away.

But, like a dream,

When I realize
what it is
the sensation goes
away

And the water is
all I feel.

And I must go
back to the
dry world
The real world.

Where
I can
drown
another day.